Good Grief

I went to work today thinking the my FMLA paperwork was waiting for me. I even went in early so I could print out my request for time off. I looked at the fax when I got there and the doctor had faxed it back blank! Really? They said I needed to get Dad's primary care physician to fill it out. Well I don't have that info. Plus I'm taking to time off because he has cancer....so why can't the oncologist fill this out? Anyway, I got the PCP fax number and faxed it to them hoping that I would get it back today...LOL yeah right. A few hours later I talked to dad and he said he doesn't see that doctor anymore. So, tomorrow I have to start all over again. This time I'll start with the doctor that's at the physical rehab clinic. Maybe he can do it? All I need is a couple pieces of paper filled out with my dad's info and signed by a doctor. How hard can that be?

I was talking to my co-workers today about this trip I'm about to take. Most people don't think I'll come back. HUMMM....I think now that everyone is so convinced I won't return I have to come back to prove them all wrong. I was thinking about this all the way home tonight. It made my stomach hurt. There are some people I hardly see now so I guess I wouldn't miss them too much. Then there are the people I feel I can't do without. The thought of leaving and maybe never seeing them again....well it's just too much right now. Well I can always see if Dad will hook me up with Raul. LMAO I think that would take my mind off missing you all.